In case you are actively considering committing suicide, this site is not the right place to turn to. It is controversial, open-minded and mostly fictional, however it will not encourage you to commit suicide, nor help you to come to a decision.
If you need help, please turn to one of the following sites to find links, phone numbers and resources.
Please note that there are no counselors behind this site and that there is no one here who is qualified to provide help. However the sites below will be able to connect you to professional, confidential and free counselors:
Suicide Prevention Program.
Teen Advice Online
A list of phone numbers and websites is here
Derriden's Links to Beat Depression